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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: Michelley Country: United States State: California Birthday: 8/20/1986 Gender: Female Interests: What DO i like? good question Expertise: written by Nishaant: being a great friend who's always there for her friends =) Occupation: Student Message: message me AIM: InNoCeNtLyChaRm Member Since: 12/3/2003

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Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Wow, it's been almost five month since I've been in here. No one probably reads this or use this anymore but oh well, I'll just update it anyways.

So my last blogs were about school. So I got into UCM and UCD but I'm not going to neither one of them. I've been asked a lot of questions to why I'm not going to a UC, mainly UCD and most people think I'm so stupid for not going there. Now I'm starting to sense that i am too because it is a UC and since UC are really popular. They don't really have my major so I can't go there. I don't have to be an economic major. Not my thing cus I wouldn't know where I would work or do with that major. So yea...I'm going to SAC STATE...Not my first choice, actually it was my last choice but I guess the only reason why I didn't want to go there was because I didn't want to be at home or in Sac. I wanted to be as far away as I can and still get a good education. Sac state seems to be good for me. I wouldn't have to worry about maintaining a 3.00 year round but I will try to. I won't have to worry about tutition because I will basically be covered and they have a great business program. Well, I was in denial at first...well basically until school was over and I've graduated that it finally hit me. I was going to Sac State...took a really really really long time but now since I have a little less than three weeks, I know i go there. I believe that things happen for a reason and maybe going to sac state was a reason for me. It's probably the best choice for me. I might benefit from me after graduating from Sac state because I won't be oweing any money or whatever so yea.

Well, I've graduated of course and it feels nice. Doesn't feel real but nice and I'm glad everything is all done with. I'm hoping to get a fresh new start with new people at Sac State. I hope I'll get a fullfilling college experience and receive good grades. I'm planning on working harder and I will try to not let anyone or anything distract me. So people with drama stay the hell away from me. I'm so tired of it. Hopefully cololege will be good I'm kinda excited but scared I might mess up and make the same mistakes as I did the first three years in high school. I probably will not because I'm different now, I'm more grounded, I know myself better, I don't care about what people think about me, I'm more blunt, I'm not a push over and try to be nice to people I really don't like, and I'm more mature. Hopefully all of that will help me in college. Hope things goes as well and the next four years will go by as fast as high school did but with less stress, heartache, and DRAMA.

Well, before I graduated I went on my senior fling. It was great!!! I had more fun than I expected to. I had so much fun and it made me realize how much I've missed out during my senior year because I tried so hard to isolate myself from everyone. I don't regret isolating myself because it bettered me. It made me who I am now ( the above list) and I like the way I am right now. Well senior fling just basically made up for everything I didn't do during the year. It was fun but then again it was sad because I know I will not be hanging with the people I did during senior fling and I will not see some of them again. I will always treasure the time we've spend on our senior fling. It was great and I'm so glad Mapplebeck and my parents persuaded me to go because I wasn't even going to go. Thanks to them I had the best time with friends before school ended. Thanks to mom and dad for paying for my trip and my aunt for giving me 100 bucks to spend on the trip.

Well, even though I missed out on some stuff during my senior year with some friends, things all happen for a reason right? I learned who my true friends are, I finally got the experience of the "small click of friends", and I got to meet so many great people. I got to meet and get to know a lot people from the class of 05 that I never had the opportunity before because I was so into the "asian" click that I was always with. I never realized how much I had in common with these people and how nice they were. I didn't feel fake around them and it was great having them around and studying with them. I FINALLY STUDIED MY SENIOR YEAR. Man studying sure paid off! I recieved grades I haven't for a while and I was taking AP classes and I was doing pretty well. I'm also glad I worked hard senior year rather than taking it easy. It gave me an intro to college. I guess I can say, with all the drama and crap that went on senior year and even when senior year was over, I had a fun senior year while it lasted. Good stuff with good people. Oh yea, I also mended with some friends and that was great. Even though some mended and now it unmended for some reason I don't even know but I guess that's just how they are so it doesn't really bother me.

I can't forget John, who was my backbone throughout my senior year. He was always there for me through the hard and easy time. He helped me get through things and he always made sure that I didn't give up. When I was struggling and felt like giving up, he helped me as much as he could, kept me focused, and made sure that I gave it my best so I can receive the grades I really deserved. I remember wanting to drop out of calculus but he kept me in it and studied with me so I can pass the class. He proof read all of my papers so I never had a grammar error on any of my papers. good stuff! He also listened to me and all of my whacky ideas without a judgement. That was the best part cus no one ever listens to me anymore espeically during group work. They all think they know what they're doing but they really didnt... Even when I was taking Calculus during summer school he kept me focused in the work and helped me when it was getting stressful. He put up with a lot of stuff with me during the year and it was all out of the best interest for me. He always want the best for me not like other people. He never tried to sabatashed (is that even spelled right??) like other people and he knew what my goals were and he made sure that i acheived it. I think I have and hopefully he will be around and help me acheive the rest of my goals and our goals together. Thanks a lot babe!!! You mean so much to me and you are a big part of my life. Thanx for all the great memories we've had for the past almost 18 months. thanks for being my backbone, my shoulder to cry on, my person I can always crack jokes on, but most of all my best friend. My bestest best friend ever =) thanks for everything.

Four years have gone by and another four is yet to come. It's an end of one chapter but another wonderful one will begin. I'm ready and willing so sac state here I come. =)

I'll update again after school start if it's a good one. Hopefully it will be. Thanks for reading of anyone is reading this...=) byeeee

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Thursday, March 24, 2005

	I found out I got into UC Merced today...It still doesn't make me feel satisfied or gives me a sense of accomplishments... but eh at least I got into somewhere right? =) Update again next week like anyone ever reads this thing...
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

	So it's been 2 months since I've been in here...Well, I got into UC Davis...sigh Somehow, it just doesn't make anything better...
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Thursday, January 20, 2005

	HI PEOPLE =) My entry for the month yay!!! lols
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Thursday, December 09, 2004

-----------------DESCRIBE------------------
[x] The shoes you wore today: green Chucks
[x] Your eyes: dark brown
[x] Your fears: not succeeding, being alone, height, and something else -_-
-----------------WHAT IS------------------
[x] Your most overused phrase on aim:oic...
[x] Your thoughts first waking up: Damn already?
[x] The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: Eyes
[x] Your best physical feature: Uh...ask John
[x] Your bedtime: whenever I'm tired
[x] Your most missed memory: The feeling of being smart, seeing striaght A's on my report card, being complemented for being smart rather than something else, I miss being a NERDY PERFECTIONIST
-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
[x] Pepsi or Coke: WATER

[x] McDonald's or Burger King: mcd`s.
[x] Single or group dates: group dates
[x] Adidas or Nike: Adidas

[x] Vanilla or Chocolate: vanilla
[x] Cappuccino or coffee: Both?

-----------------DO YOU------------------
[x] Smoke: Gross

[x] Curse: yea when I'm mad
[x] Have any crushes?: yeaaaaaaaa
[x] Who are they: durrrr who else can it be

[x] Do you think you've been in love? How would I know if I am or not?
[x] Want to go to college: of course!!!

[x] Like high school: yea the 1st 2 years of it were the best...Last 2 I can careless if it's over too fast...it would be good if it did
[x] Want to get married: yea one day after college and settled down with a career
[x] Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: yup, they make us take computers in ninth at west...or they did..
[x] Believe in yourself: i know you can do it if you put your mind to it you can do it if u try...too bad im tired of trying..and even when i do...i just fail..AND feel crappy afterwards
[x] Get motion sickness: yea
[x] Think you're a health freak: watever
[x] Get along with your parents: never..even when theres this happy content feeling..i know it wont last..
[x] Like thunderstorms: when im inside..yes...when im outside no...but i do like listening/seeing thunder/lightning!awesomeness
------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID / HAVE YOU--------------
[x] Gone to the mall:yea after Thanksgiving and it was boringggggg like every mall visits!!!

[x] Eaten sushi: HECKA YEA *-_-

[x] Been on stage: choir concert

[x] Been dumped: better not have!
[x] Gone skating: nope
[x] Made homemade cookies: haha I wished...
[x] Dyed your hair: Nope but will

[x] Stolen anything: no wayyyyyyyy caught people stealing tho -_- damn cheap ass bastards
-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
[x] Flown on a plane: yes
[x] Missed school because it was raining?: iono
[x] Told a guy that you liked them?: yea like always cus they're so clueless...ahem john haha
[x] Cried during a Movie?: yea!!! Those are the best movies
[x] Ever thought an animated character was hot?: lol
[x] Had an imaginary friend: no I just talk to myself
[x] Cut your hair: yea many times!!!
[x] Had crush on a teacher?:nah uh I'm not attracted to guys older than me...

[x] Been caught "doing something": doing what kinda thing???
[x] Been called a tease: yea...
[x] Gotten beaten up?: nahhhh
[x] Been in a fight: almost...
[x] Shoplifted: no way

-----------------THE FUTURE------------------
[x] Age you hope to be married: maybe 25? I figured I'll have a career by then
[x] Numbers of Children: 2 or 3 maybe cute, obedient, respectful, healthy, smart children? they better be that way haha and a little chinese pug so I can play with

[x] Descibe your Dream Wedding: Being able to say I do to the one my heart really desire and one my parent's will accept because I love him? other than that I want a small simple wedding but I know that isn't going to happen... Big Asian Family = Big ass wedding...
[x] How do you want to die?: peacefully in my sleep at an old old old age
[x] What do you want to be when you grow up?: I don't know...something I can be happy with and will make money so I can support myself...
[x] What country would you most like to visit?: Viet Nam...Just want to go back there again and see how much things have changed...
-----------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------
[x] Best eye color: Any as long as they have pretty big eyes...haha so jealous of u John!!!
[x] Best hair color: Any but prefer natural color on guys
[x] Short or long hair: short clean cut
[x] Best height: im short... but I love tall guys haha...at least 5 feet 8... gotta be at least that tall...That's still kinda short tho -_- 5 feet 10 - 6 feet 2?
[x] Best weight: 140-170? If they're tall they better weight at least that much...I don't want to hug a stick...gotta have a little meat then it'll feel like I own my own big teddy bear

[x] Best first date location: anywhere as long as i have fun
[x] Best first kiss location: Anywhere as long as the moment feels right
-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
[x] Number of Boyfriends/Girlfriends: 3 ex and 1 current wonderful bf
[x] Number of drugs taken illegally: ZERO!!!
[x] Number of people I could trust with my life: as of right now... four...
[x] Number of CDs that I own: A lot
[x] Number of piercing: 3 on each ear...I wanted to get more on other places but not gonna cus John will prevent me from doing so

[x] Number of tattoos: nah not into them stuff...
[x] Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? what kinda question is this? How would I knowwwwwwww
[x] Number of scars on my body: Iono... I just know of 2 major ones...One on my face that looks like a foot...it's not noticable cus i got it like 17 years ago in a car accident and one on across my tummy when I was 16 while curling my hair, the curling iron slipped and my stomach caught it and it got burnt...HURTS LIKE HECK!!! Don't try it at home kids haha
[x] Number of things in my past that I regret: try not to regret anything cus it's a waste of time since I can't change it anyways...
----------------FAVORITES------------------
[x] Shampoo: Whichever makes my hair not tangle

[x] Fav Color(s): green, and pink i guess??? It depends on the season
[x] Day/Night:Day...I hate night cus I can't seem to stya awake!!!

[x] Summer/Winter: Neighter!!! too hot and too cold!!!
[x] Lace or Satin:cotton!!! the fabric of our lives haha
[x] Fave Cartoon: Iono hm...
[x] Fave Food: Anything that satisfy my cravings

[x] Fave Movies: A walk to remember...Little rascles...anything that has a deep meaning and a good moral I guess
[x] Fave sport: basketball!!! all time fav...too bad I don't okay it much anymore...what a waste
----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
[x] Right Now Wearing: sweat clothes...sweat pants and 3 layers of sweaters and sweat shirts...ooo comfy but I'm still cold!!!
[x] Drinking:water!!! You should get 8 cups a day uh huh! haha
[x] Thinking about: why i'm doing this survey instead of my research paper
[x] Listening to: lizzy mcguire talk on tv
---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
[x] Cried: YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA majorly but I'm all better now
[x] Worn jeans: all the time!

[x] Met someone new online: I don't remember...haha I seriously dont...[x] Done laundry:I watched it be done
[x] Drove a car: yea...

---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
[x] Yourself: sure...sometimes it's hard to be sure...

[x] Your friends: sure some I guess
[x] Santa Claus: nahhhhh
[x] Tooth Fairy: nah
[x] Destiny/Fate: yea I do

[x] Angels: Iono...

[x] Ghosts: yea
[x] God: no
------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
[x] Do you ever wish you had another name?: when I was younger but now I don't really care
[x] Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: I sure do
[x] Do you like anyone?: yea John
[x] Which one of your friends acts the most like you? None cus no one is like me...
[x] Are you close to any family member?: Nope don't really care much bout family... I'm really close to mom that's bout it
[x] What's the best feeling in the world?: feeling like ur on top of the world...everything feels just right and is going my way
[x] Worst Feeling?: feeling like I've failed and just disorganized and unfinished

[x] What time is it now?: exactly 7:00 P.m

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